A lot has happened since.
1. I left college.
-I am still taking classes but now through a local community college.
2. I moved home.
-I come home to family. I come home to life.
3. I got a job.
-I work almost full time as a preschool teacher. I teach the infants class which is ages 6 weeks to 2 years. It is so fun and so rewarding.
4. My mom is having a baby in two months?!
-My third sister, a surprise of course, is expected in a mere 9 weeks...only a short 13.8 years after the last...
5. K and I are great.
-Sure we still have issues (we are people...) but is it the same as 6-8 months ago? Uhm..no.
Bottom Line
I'm still trying to figure out life. It came and took me by surprise. Everything I thought was going to happen..didn't. But, now I am expecting some things in my life I never would've imagined.
So, as a memoir to myself I wanted to update finally 6 months later and say I'm okay. I made it through. Those probably won't be the worst moments of my life (unfortunately), but for now they were the hardest to make it through. So thank you to all those who have supported me and told me it would be okay. It is, it is okay.
Still not what I had hoped and worked for, but its okay. Life happens.